i know i shouldn't be here right now , surfing this site , iam supposed to be laying in bed.. reading my prayer .. and wishing that tomorrow will just move on ..
the thing is .. that my head is occupied of MAYN MANY things ... that i can't just delete them and walk ...
- if iknow .. that u r just a (sarab ) .. and .. ( amal kthab ) .. and i just knew .. that there is NO way .. and no chance that we will ever meet again .. y do your presnt give me fever :(
- what if ? iwas wrong today .. and there was no need for me to argue with my dad about the noise. .. and iwas supposed to shut up my mouth .. and tolerate all the crap .. with a big smile .. coz u R my DAD ! iwish if i can control my temper.
- S : u r so special friend, i think a friend that i will never meet any one like , iwish i just can let u know .......
lool ... after reading this few point .. i relize that i sound like a teeneger :P ... a mixed up one too :P ... i guess its the unmature part of me .. that REFUSE ! ,,, and refuse to grow up , although i always complain .. and critizise it .. infront of ppl .. there is a part of me .. which enjoy it .. i feel it so spontaneous .. and street forword... lool .. ok .. now .. let the matue part rocks ;) :
- i spent my whole day studying .. at least .. the anxiaty i had last night vanished .. thanks God .. i though iwas going to start the episode which start by nausea and end up in my bed . !
- my weight didn't move TODAY as well, .. but there is no fear, just relax nwair .. and remember what mom said about it ( alw8fa al97ya ) , its normal in weight loose process that your weight will get stuck and won't move .. this is the stage where your body is trying to be strong and not loose anything , after this stage ... ( jsmk bynhaar ) <<>
ok .. ithink thats enough for today .. iwill go sleep .. and complete this tomorrow.. :)
good night :D
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