الاثنين، 4 مايو 2009

1st time eye meeting

"11.11 am exactly
our eyes met finally
and all the crudness of his elevated testesterone
had shed away ,
leaving a cute baby smile . "
- this was the msg isent to my frind (e)
after i met him this morning
it was around after noon
when i decided iwill take a break from the clinic
and go outside of the hospital to breath some freach air,
and in my way back ,
isaw his friends infront of me walking and talking ,
my heart started to beat fast
( tachycardia) and there was me
,, trying to justefy between my internal need
to just rise my face and look at his eyes ,
and turning my face to the other side,
ididn't know y exactly i wanted to turn my face ,
is it really me trying to act like iam shy ...
or is it because IWAS SHY !
HA !this was it ,
the buterflies in my stomach kept dancing
and the blusher in my cheeks was hysterically mixed with natural (blushing-shy-cheek)
ifelt like every 1 next to me was looking at me..
actually .. looking at US !
ifelt that his friend next to him was pointing at me and whispering stuff
thanks God there was a little sane @ my head to know that this was just an imaginoary things
iknow what he was wearing
actually i memorized his outfit by heart
so when the moment come
iraiesd my head
and put a ( i don't care about u ) face
and our eyes...... met !

( to be continyed )

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