its 1.00 am in the morning, and although i haven't drunk anything that contain caffiene , but still, sleeping is way away from my eyelid, its like he doesn't have any soon desire to come to me. any ways, this is not my issue here , coz if i will start talking about my sleepless night , and my insomnic body, iwon't finish.
its just that there is something which is really bothering me.
first i was like , iwill never talk about anything privte or anything that might lead to my identity.
but spending a lot of time on blogger , and noticing that no one is really visiting my blog make me think that...... what the hell ? iwill split it out ... one by one , every day iwill hold an issue and start at7l6m 3leeh, lets call them my gossip's confessions :) yuppppppppy
iwill start with my best friend, now lets call her farah
1st time i laied an eye on her was at my 1st year on college, u see i go to a local college of medicine , and despite the fact that ididn't really like medicine ( this is a big huge issue iwill post about it later ) i didn't fit in the "government" college as well.
scince i was in kindergarden i used to go to this privte school that was the best in the region i live, only those who can effored to pay can go , not only money, but children have to go through multiple exams for them to get accept.
any how, back to college, i felt iwas looooost , many faces which i wasn't familiar with , many cahrecters, many girls that wasn't my type AT ALL. im sorry, i don't mean anything like iny atkbr 3leehm or anything like that , but when u remove an 18 years old from a "Bourgeois classs"( sorry again , ididn't mean to use this word in a bad way , u will know what i mean when u will read the rest of my blog ) she was raised in scince she was 5, its like my whole pink world has fallen apart.
back to the story noony ,, plz :) ok , imet her, she was crossing infront of me with her mobile in her ears : "la la ya bo7meed , ma ynf3 alshisha lazim to9lny alyom , l2ny bokra brou7 m3 ahly alb7reen. "i stunted at my place, actually not only she was talking with "the accent", she was using words like "shisha" and " b7reen" that i haven't heard any 1 who dared to pronounce it scince i came to this STUPID university !
this moment, i knew that this girl will be my best friend. =) <<>
without thinking and acting as IMPULSIVE as always, i stepped to her and said while smiling : "tjeen m3ay njeeb awrag mn al copy center" WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ! idon't know her name , she doesn't know mine, i don't know if she were a 1st year student A9LAN! and all of the sudden , we were walking towrd the copycenter.
the building we were hidding to was 10 minutes away from us!
- " do u have a boyfrimd" God ihate my mind when still act and think like a teenager !
-" yes his name is a7md "she said smiling.
ok, 2 things was popping in my mind: i'm not only the crazy one here to open this kind of conversation with a STRANGER, and the second is WTH of her telling me this privte thing, SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW MY LAST NAME ! and who am i here blaming her when i am the one who asked her in the 1st place. the 2nd thing i felt, damn this girl is sooo right for me.
this day . iwent back to home , and not sweped a single tear, i knew that form now on , there is some 1 I will climp the mountain of this crazy college with , some one who will understand me.
you see, i start writing this post hoping to let go of some anger i felt after the last fight we had , but end up talking about how i thanks God that a mirecle happened 5 years ago , and just like i was sooo wrong going to this college , some 1 else shared me the same pathway.
ok, enough for today, ihope tomorrow i can at7l6m 3leeha gd ma agder.
good night ppl
ps: everytime i remind farah of what she said to me that day about a7md she feel VERY embaressed coz spliting all this tiny detalis of her privte life WASN'T something she usually do AT ALL. lool, as i spend more time with her , i agree with this point.
pps : if any 1 pass by , feel free to comment on anything :)
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