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iwas just wondering
how we usually decide what ppl r ?
do we divide them as doctors ? and normal ( non-doctors) ppl !
do we as a DOCTORS have a different blood in our vaiens
or do we usually divide them as ordinory ppl ? and extraordinory ones
the thing is .. that i never felt that iwas a usuall girl
scince i was a child, i knew .. that iwasn't normal
its not just being naughty or dissobying my family orders, ifelt something deep .. words were not just for talking , and eyes was not just for seeing
back of classifying ppl
do we usually calcify them by thier family name ? skin color ? or more importont ? thier religion and views?
how can i even know whats my views when i'm ony left for 1 week withought my parents and sudenlly all the philosphy of life pops in my head and get mix with lots and lots of concepts and values.
do i really get my calmness and aims from them ?!
and what about the new moody phase i'm getting throw?
just because one of my frinds, that i hardly consider her as friend , told me in a very blaming way taht i'm one of those " mzajyeen " suddnly ibecome one of them with all those ups and downs, and having a milion of ideas and " decisions " at every second.
ithink ... and God, i ALWAYS think that i'm in a new phase?
or is that me being away from my prents, in a middle of exams and not talking to my best frind, weekend!
all i know, that things have to change
at least local ones!
my B-day was 3 days ago, i'm 23 now! there is no time to waste in blaming others ? or regreting things i did !
its either now ..........or never !